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[01] Deity[02] Myaku / 脈
[03] Wake / 理由
[04] egnirys cimredopyh +)______ an injection
[05] Hydra
[06] Hotarubi / 蛍火
[07] [KR]Cube
[08] Berry
[09] MACABRE -sanagi no yume wa ageha no hane-
[10] Audrey
[11] Rasetukoku / 羅刹国
[12] Zakuro / ザクロ
[13] Taiyou No Ao / 太陽の碧
Deity
[lyrics : Kyo; music : Dir en grey]giddiness
Eve Adam
torture
victim
apostle
God pain
to be born
to taste
blood
nothing
Myaku / 脈
[lyrics : Kyo; music : Dir en grey]got for gimmick ... devise
come let us sleep, let us dream (blood-earth-lie-space)
cum inside my body (body-god-box-beast)
Oh isn't the moon lovely (scent-head-trap-black)
his person is in the wall...
red and sweet return my memories
drawn in spirals to the earth
deeper now enough to tame the wild I laugh
on a festering night...
LINES:
The 5th of November 1999, 6:40 in the afternoon 37 seconds
I the B type clean freak learned a few lies by you the A type
insomniac.
Just when happiness began I, the claustrophobic, presented you
a chastity belt.
on a festering night, I the perfectionist, make my arteries
pump, injecting halceon into your veins, so I can take out your
blood, as I gaze at the only thing that is hung to decorate this
simple room,
As I watch it, I show your exposed eyeballs, my super
sensitive sticky "that" three minutes of heaven
It's good. Deranged Condition Type A
red and sweet return my memory
drawn in spirals to the earth
deeper now enough to tame the wild I laugh,
on a festering night...
as the days and months pass, one of these days soon,
my child will be born and become you.
deeper now enough to tame the wild,
put your full energy into it.
got for gimmick...devise
Wake (Reason) / 理由
[lyrics : Kyo; music : Die]August 5th Saturday, Not a cloud in the sky
From the top floor of the building,
when I came to, I was bidding farewell
August 4rd Thursday, The wounds to my heart, the sixth wound,
I'm torn to shreds, I'll be completely destroyed, everything.
When we met I first noticed how foolish I was
and how i hurt others by never having faith in them
Why do I love you tirelessly again
it seems I can't forget loving you this way.
but..
Believing is painful, I was crying by myself
without being noticed by you, as if you didn't know...
I don't wanna hurt anymore than this
but right now, I wanted to love only you.
There were times I tried to forget you,
but now I want to hold you.
believing is painful, I knew your past,
eventhough you were the one who couldn't forget.
I don't wanna be hurt more than this
but its only you, I can't hold tightly.
August 5th, in the clear and cloudless sky,
this is it, as I watch myself spread over the ground.
"I hold you" "I watch you" "I love you" "I think of you"
egnirys cimredopyh +)______ an injection
[lyrics : Kyo; music : Toshiya]On the day of the black moon, as my pupils dilate.
The black cat hung yesterday, only the eyes still glint sharply
On the day of the red moon, the cat watches me,
its pupils dilate.
The meat and the rotten mass,
"I've got 5 screws loose in my head"
Isn't that romantic?
Please god save me, I wanna put an end to it
put an end to my life right away, and hang my pitiful body.
white powder, expose my naked belly,
the psycho night when wings develop.
white powder, expose my naked belly,
the psycho moonlit night and the romanticist.
On the moonless night,
I started to speak to the wall with my lower half...
even past eighteen I still have wet dreams
speaking of which you're a porno mag.
You're surely with me, putting the white powder on the spoon,
cook it over the fire, it bubbles up and melts,
then melts into this pitiful body.
My head spins, the room spins, here it comes.
Please god save me, I wanna put an end to it,
put an end to my life right way, and hang my pitiful body.
white powder, expose my naked belly,
the psycho night when wings develop.
white powder, expose my naked belly,
the psycho moonlit night and the romanticist.
RaP: a clean right hand is your hand, gradually getting uglier.
From the marrow of your bones GOD
the phantasmagoric right brain tells
natural genius, developed genius, grave sin
"That" I know, "That" I have, "That" I shoot up. BAD.
The white bed I wait in, an injection,
you, who is only my right hand,
entwining fingers, interlocking fingers with "that kind of me"
bound in the chastity belt, so very pretty and thin,
little by little by little I got sick of you.
So I hung you.
Hydra
[lyrics : Kyo; music : Kaoru]I wanna be an anarchist, too
I wanna be an anarchist, too
DEAD BORN
Sid Vicious
SusPicious
Hotarubi (Light of the fireflies) / 蛍火
[lyrics : Kyo; music : Shinya]Only the dusty old photographs,
days pass
they lit the fire
with the pinwheel play with the child, the tears
rocking back and forth in the basket the baby laughs.
aa, goodbye
aa, the night wears on
the divine wind loses its divinity
and disappears into the dark
the light of the fireflies which spring
up on the night of our reunion
I see the image of you in this child you loved,
I'm going to you now, with this child in tow
aa, goodbye
aa, the night comes to a close
only you appear in the midst of the
battlefield floating on the water's surface.
the divine wind loses its divinity
and disappears into the dark
the shapes of the lilies blooming
on the night our renuion
the divine wind which lost its divinity
the light of the fireflies and the flower of the lily blooming
on the night of our renuion.
[KR]Cube
[lyrics : Kyo; music : Dir en grey]Lines: Mama I dropped the Candy,
Mama could I have another one please.
Hey Oni-san just try and tag me,
Young days spent playing at Gion.
Everyday Every Night rocked back and forth
on your back facing the new moon, with a lullabye
you like a Japanese Doll,
without changing your expression even once,
softly closing your eyes, lying by the side of your baby
go to sleep go to sleep little one (nennenokororiyo...)
Now I think of my dead mother,
her image overlapping with this child,
let's play the koto again today.
back and forth, side to side, swinging and swaying
kururi fururi fuwari kurakurari
back and forth, side to side, swinging and swaying
back and forth, side to side, making noise.
LINES:
"Mother and you and my new relation"
Without thinking I put my hand on your neck.
You say nothing and you do nothing.
I'm gonna sing the last lullabye for you while
you smile at me.
I wonder why I fell in love with you. Impossible Love.
your tiny hands put together palm to palm,
the disharmonized dream, a corpse and love.
back and forth, side to side, swinging and swaying
kururi fururi fuwari kurakurari
back and forth, side to side, swinging and swaying
back and forth, side to side, making noise.
Mother and you and my new relation
Mother and you and my new relation
Mother and you and my new relation kururi, furari, sawagu
Berry
[lyrics : Kyo; music : Kaoru]daddy mommy sad my favorite icecream is strawberry
daddy mommy mad my beloved kitten's name is strawberry
daddy mommy sad strawberry pouring out of me
daddy mommy mad strawberry poured out of dad
daddy mommy bad strawberry poured out of mommy
daddy mommy abuse bruise on my body, the wounds increase.
Nine years since my conception, I sleep with the cat in my bed everynight
Nothing changes I always put lots of jam on my favorite morning bread.
raspBerry jam
pouring out all the dark red ice cream.
I snuck a peek at what my daddy kept in his drawer
and pulled the thing far in the back out to play with.
I sneak up on my mommy and daddy when they fall asleep,
shall I shoot through you first ?
I'm hungry, I'll eat my favorite bread with jam,
put the pistol to their temples.
raspBerry Jam.
MACABRE -sanagi no yume wa ageha no hane-
[lyrics : Kyo; music : Kaoru]You want to spread your wings and fly, dreaming of the swallowtail butterfly.
you would seem to suit your shed skin......daydream
hit by the pounding rain, you couldn't move anymore
you're just waiting to become food....my mouth opens.
you're almost ready to take flight, so close to sprouting wings.
still my adorable pupa, you are now... an adult aren't you?
sucking the honey, you who loved the flowers
don't notice me as my beak comes at
you blooming all over with fogura and escargot.
dear pupa, show me tainted wings. I felt them flitting... from my stomach.
castdown, suddenly shaken, you're broken apart, your wings tear off
Does a snakeskin suit you now?
spinning you spin and spun, through a life of the same old same old.
turning you turn and turned as you melt away,
Shall we blend together into one?
surely you're swimming the digestive juices like a mermaid,
surely a pupa will sprout wings like a swallowtail butterfly.
If its you I'll allow it,
even if you are a cruel thing.
You forgot my legs on the ground
Don't leave them like that Ok?
Audrey
[lyrics : Kyo; music : Die]The thing called love disappears when it becomes solid.
the answer you whispered from behind me.
your back not overly jealous.
I fawn over you, pretending not to see it.
We won't need words if we can seek the night together.
We won't need love, to go to a darkness with no place to step.
When I awoke, by my side was your face I've grown tired of
seeing.
It's too much for you, all worn out.
The cold night froze even the cold moon
The moon sank and lit up the cold sea.
Be a flower, be a butterfly, prick me with the poison thorn
The sinful time can't destroy the hourglass,
the dream of primary colors spread out, the balance lost
the sinful feelings can't destroy the hourglass.
the wounds are too deep, i lose sight of what's before me,
just watching that figure
We won't need words if we can seek the night together.
We won't need love, to go to a darkness with no place to step.
prick me with the thorn of a love, not loved and unable to love.
writhing in agony, aren't you ashamed to be so indecent?
you'll never be the same again but, pour the sweet saliva.
Be a flower, be a butterfly, prick me with the poison thorn
The sinful time can't destroy the hourglass,
the dream of primary colors spread out, the balance lost
the sinful feelings can't destroy the hourglass.
Rasetukoku (Kingdom of demons) / 羅刹国
[lyrics : Kyo; music : Dir en grey]the transformation triggered by the musk
reflecting on the night of the hazy moon
displaced * tricky * wicked
the cleric's eye can't see, this demon.
the road of carnage which changed my self
lawlessness running rampant is a bull's-eye
searching the dark through this form, like a snake.
I've been put on the executioner's stage.
they jeer and laugh wickedly.
holding upon high my severed head, the peasants say,
"the kingdom of demons is upon us"
manners * nature * estrangement * demons
many peasants died.
the hope for peace was destroyed.
this life is revolting
this is a world of carnage.
manners * nature * estrangement * demons
I throw away myself, and become the carnage.
All the people with hearts, become nothing.
now its too late, everything is destroyed.
Zakuro (Pomegranate) / ザクロ
[lyrics : Kyo; music : Kaoru]I screamed out your name
even my voice will probably never reach you
but you know, now I'm ok with that.
some day in my heart you'll be...
I'll dream tonight, dreams of you.
because of that letter I put under my pillow
my dreams are too cruel, my breath is cut off
i always painfully awaken at four in the morning
time is too long
time is too painful
the dreams don't stop
love freezes to death
on a cold night
on this long night
my consciousness splintered and powdered
memories scattered about
holding your ring so tightly that my tears wet the pillow
so i couldn't hear it, i blocked my ears to your voice
one more scar added to my wrist
melting into the wound... you
i am breaking burning the letter its reduced to ash
i am breaking destroy my heart its reduced to ash
i am breaking losing you i love you.
Taiyou No Ao (Jade sun) / 太陽の碧
[lyrics : Kyo; music : Kaoru]My heart was like it burst into flame, feeling the ring of the bell.
I wanted to stay watching that phone which never rang.
When I turn the street corner, all of a sudden I remember
the shades of midsummer, the movie we often watched together and those days.
The midsummer sun, the season that coincides with my memories
taken away by the wind, never to reach you again.
I look at you crying, just watching you as if its second nature,
unable to do anything.
You're wearing a scent I don't recognize, is that for his sake ?
You pretend not to notice me there,
already five years have come and gone, are you happy with him ?
running into each other in Teramachi, for some reason my heart aches...
The midsummer sun, the season that coincides with my memory
taken away by the wind, never again to reach you.
the cold sun, changes to a new color
I can't hide my scars, colored in a new season.
hurting, hurting each other, people hide their wounds but
I'll try to get over mine, so they become a pretty flower
Raina
the important things are " ", my memories...
J-Rock In Russia
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